The weirdest thing about me doing porn is the fact that I used to have my nose up in the air about the subject. I never had anything against performers, but I thought that it degraded relationships. I also see the other side of things ‚?? its obviously better than going out and physically cheating on your partner. A long term boyfriend when I was younger seemed to watch porn a lot (or so I thought at the time), and it gave me many uncertainties ‚?? perhaps even a few insecurities. Looking back I believe that is another big reason as to why I started down a path that eventually led me to the industry. All of those other men made me realise that there was no reason why I wasn‚??t good enough for the aforementioned (ex) boyfriend. And after coming to that conclusion I miraculously discovered something that was very new, and useful in life ‚?? COMMUNICATION! Anyways.. I found that I liked being the one on the screen rather than the one wondering why he‚??s looking at the screen instead of me. Selfish? Maybe a little..
So, now you know. Now stop judging me, you hypocritical bitches. :P just kidding. Think what you want.. but I don‚??t regret a day of it. It was all great fun, and I learned a lot about myself, other people, and life. One of the best things was that I gained knowledge, and received insight on other peoples perspectives about many things. I will cherish those lessons, evermore. I am happy to say that I‚??m sure any of you could walk into my life, I, with open arms.. and at least I would be able to understand, even if I didn‚??t agree.